Amy AKA Spent Gladiator 1
Lyrics
Do every stupid thing that makes you feel alive
Do every stupid thing to try to drive the dark away
Let people call you crazy for the choices that you make
Find limits past the limits
Jump in front of trains all day
And stay alive
Just stay alive
Play with matches if you think you need to play with matches
Seek out the hidden places where the fire burns hot and bright
Find where the heat's unbearable and stay there[1] if you have to
Don't hurt[4] anybody on your way up to the light
And stay alive
Just stay alive
People might laugh at your tattoos
When they do get new ones in completely garish hues
I hide down in my corner because I like my corner
I am happy where the vermin play
Make up magic spells
We wear them like protective shells
Landmines on the battlefield[2]
Find[3] the one safe way
And stay alive
Just stay alive
Banter
- [audience: John you're a legend!] No, I stand in the company of legends: Mr. Peter Hughes on bass [cheering]. From the right profile [?] Jon Wurster on drums. [drumming, woos] I'm John, and I [hose down Dawes?] Consolidated Cardboard. This is a song about doing the things that you have to do, that other people sometimes can't understand. And, like, we presently live in a world where people are a little too given to jump the gun on saying 'fuck 'em,' right? They say 'fuck 'em' about having a Snickers, you know? Well maybe not fuck 'em, maybe they have a point, maybe I don't need a second Snickers, right? Maybe instead of fuck 'em, maybe they have a point, you know, maybe listen to them, not fuck 'em. On the other hand, there are certain core principles about which we must say: fuck 'em. (2015-04-09 - Webster Hall, NYC)
- This is a song about finding the shining thing at your bedrock and embracing it until the light courses through you. It's called 'Amy', also known as 'Spent Gladiator 1. (2015-04-23)
- It's a song that I feel speaks for itself, so when I try and say something about it, I don't know what to say. This is a song about how if you feel defeated and trodden upon you and wasted – not in the good sense of wasted – you find some small glimmering that manages to carry you through the next sixty seconds and then you do that enough times to make an hour, and then you do it enough times to make a day... and then you keep right on doing it. (>2015-06-01 The Fillmore)
Live Performances
Footnotes
1. "you stay down there if you have to" (2021-08-06), "stay down there" (2021-08-08), "you stay there" (2015-04-11)
2. "go out and find landmines on the battlefield" (2021-08-08)
3. "find you" (2013-07-26, 2015-04-09, 2021-08-08)
4. "burn" (2013-07-26)